Business vs. Busyness

Pots and pans on the stove, in the sink. Shreds of paper on the floor. Stacks of mail precarious upon the table. Paint residue on my arm and between my fingers. Doors are locked. Lights off. And my car–with baked on remains of many suicidal bugs across the windshield– speeds

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Maybe Not

“No” is a piece of me  sheltered behind  my shrine of                   you. Like a rabbit  hidden  in the desert shrub,  tiny ears  pricked up  to catch any sound of your retreat.   “Yes” is my                plastered-on  smile.  My lifeless phone in my hand, awaiting your                 attention.  My life on hold–an

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Delta India Delta

He views the worldfrom behind my eyes, reaching,wondering, calculating. As calculating as Icould ever be.I fade.I whisper, “See me!” I runthrough the stacks, lookingat piled volumes of the memories,                          knowledge that already belongsto me. He pursues me.I trot

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Signal Failed

I think god is inthe foyer, balancedagainst the staircasebehind me,his cellin his hands;texting prophets.Oblivious to me,he powersthe light that illuminateshis downcast gaze.If I could seehis eyesI might stay–if I could see myself,I might​go.

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